I’ve had a couple days now to process what has happened, and on sunday night Amy Philo joined me on the Radio Show to share immediate insights.
Dems are obviously using the media to gin up some incidents of violence so they can clamp down on any dissenters.  I hope nobody caves on the freedom side of the spectrum. We the people need to have the ability to dissent, gather, and protest our government officials  as they attempt to enslave the American People.
I’d like to share an experience I had a couple years ago. Â I’ve known for a long time that we were going to get socialized in America. Â I had no idea that it would be this quick, or that those who set it up would cheat every step of the way. Â But here we are, and I don’t really see how our side can get this thing turned around until Health Care collapses under its own weight of top heavy nothingness.
In 2001 I was writing my book Elijah Birth, I had conducted a survey of an online group of mothers who were all mormon and all into unassisted childbirth. Â I was also taking classes online to get my degree from BYU. Â One day I took all of the surveys and placed them in my filing cabinet and told myself that I would come back to the book later on when I “had more time”.
I was focused on finishing my degree, had pretty much decided not to have any more children, and was excited to be moving on with my life and giving time to some long range goals, including possibly qualifying for a teaching license so that I could teach high school theatre.
One day I was working on an assignment for school and I had the distinct impression that Heavenly Father wanted me to finish my book and forget about my online classes. Â I ignored the impression and just kept working on school stuff. Â But the impression would not stop. Â It kept coming back for several weeks, and finally, reluctantly, I pulled all of those surveys out of my file and just looked at them. Â The stack was about a foot high and it just felt like this overwhelming mountain of information to organize.
I prayed that day to ask once again if it was really more important for me to finish the book than it was to do my homework. Â Then I had the spiritual prompting about Socialized Medicine.
I felt from the Lord that some day soon American Health Care was going to be Collectivized and when that happened, Heavenly Father would be forced to withdraw his spirit from the hospitals, simply because there are certain places where the Holy Spirit CANNOT co-exist with evil. Â And when that day arrived he wanted a body of knowledge up on the web that would help the mothers of America to be self reliant with their mothering so that as they pulled out of that system they would “have a safe place to land”. Â Grounded in good information about nutrition, exercise, and true natural principles of childbirth they would be better able to jump out of the medical model.
This spiritual prompting was one of the most significant of my life, and it created in me an urgency to go to work. I cancelled my online classes and left the BYU Degree on the shelf and moved into the world of Online Birth Work.
I had no idea how controversial and deadly of a decision this would prove to be.  But in the fall of 2001 I had the financial means and was able to put my books and the Unassisted Childbirth Conference up on the web using the excellent services of a professional web designer.  I had great hopes of a huge financial return for all of my hard work, but was never able to put in a proper firewall to make it impossible for my e-books to be “resold”.  My buyers would send along Book  links to friends and family upon purchasing them.
For nine years my books sold one or two copies a month, but some months I had six hundred people downloading them for free. Â This irked me, but I was so grateful that readers felt compelled to share my words with email lists and friends that I just let it go and kept the site functioning as it had been set up, without the firewall to protect my intellectual property from theft.
This past year I had to take that site down for financial reasons, but decided to put all of my books and the conference up on Kindle and You Tube. Â I just checked last week to see how the books were selling and my typical sales of one or two a month have continued on.
With the passage of the health care bill and the Progressives getting all cocky this week about all of these plans to further regulate the American Family and the flow of information, I would hope that honest hearted citizens, especially Mothers, would recognize that certain information in our society exists on the internet to help keep them informed and safe as they birth their young babes. Â This body of information did not exist ten years ago.
I would hope that as the Peril of Hospital Birth crossed with Socialism becomes apparent, that those who are looking for something else outside of the monopolistic world of technocratic birth will find the mountain of information that now exists on the web because of the thoughtful efforts of dozens of activists who have taken the time and energy to write and share.
I don’t know that my voice is any better than the others that are yelling about Sovereign Family Living, but I do know that I am one of the only Mothers in the Alternative birth world who has written against Socialism and Collectivism under the political framework of Family Freedom.
It is my prayer that the sacrifices of time with my own family, lost hours of sleep (I did most of my book writing when I should have been sleeping), and financial indebtedness, will be accepted as they have been offered, in a spirit of love and humility.
I don’t know that anything I have written will be of benefit to your or your children, but I do know that those currently in power have hated what I have written to such a degree that they have been moving heaven and earth to kill my voice on the internet.
I plan to keep writing and if nothing else, the very animosity and hate that has been so directed towards me and my efforts has been about all the evidence I have needed to know that I have been writing exactly what needed to be said.
I have felt so protected by the Lord in this work, and so comforted by his Holy Spirit that all of the time, energy, and resources that have gone into this work have truly made it a labor of love. Â And when Love is the motivation…the forces of evil and all hell raging against me have felt like annoying gnats that just need to be smacked away as the work goes on.
I plan to keep on as long as the Good Lord Above gives me breath in my lungs and energy in my body…but if he calls me home sometime soon, just know that it was worth it...

