Michelle Malkin: threats in the Blogosphere

Michelle Has a message for the technoblogging elites: Go Here (Strong Language alert)
These past ten months I have had to seriously think about this topic of threats and being harmed by what I say. I have also had to question how much of our life I put on this blog, and how much of my time will be devoted to blogging endeavors.
I decided long ago that I would not take counsel from my fears, in any sphere of my life. And have attempted to walk the talk each day fearless of what life might send my way in terms of being attacked for my lifestyle, political views, and activism.
Malkin has some good insights, and I completely agree with her that we have to be fearless.
She Said:

“My response to this and other endless slurs and threats–most empty, some serious–has been two-fold:

1) Report the serious threats to law enforcement.

2) Keep blogging.

As I have said before: “There is a time to be tolerant and there is a time to draw lines. If you don’t draw those lines, bullies will be emboldened.”

That is my unsolicited advice to those now cowering in the face of anonymous commenters and assorted nutballs who will never go away.

Keep blogging. Don’t cut and run.”

I agree with her in theory, but after you have been attacked, sometimes it is important to just take a break, simply because you are ill and need to physically heal, and also need some space to recharge your freedom loving batteries. It might also be important to take stock of your life and decide if this is the cause that you are willing to put it all on the line for. Knowing deep in your heart that at any time and in any place you could be murdered or maimed for your political views.
Last week before the Gathering of Eagles event, I had some nightmares. My subconcious was dealing with my fears in a very real way during my dreams, and I felt some panic and fear. I also wondered if this was going to be a solo demonstration, and if I would be physically attacked by those on the other side. I figured even if I was hit I would probably live and would only die if I was shot by someone up on the hill. No Fear, No Fear….
On the thursday before the rally my visiting teachers came to visit, and I shared with them some of what I was planning to do with the Gathering of Eagles, and mentioned that I was having nightmares etc and then asked if they would pray for me. I joked that I was not afraid of getting hurt, just as long as I did not get shot. Ben was playing with the two little daughters of my friend and I did not realize that he was listening to our conversation. When I walked in the door after the anti war rally the first thing he said to me in a tone of excited exclamation was “You did not get shot!”. I wondered then how much my little guy had worried for his mom.
When Dale Lanham and I walked in the door after the bake sale, Paul jokingly said “you didn’t get shot! or arrested!!” He was only half joking. He had been really concerned that if we got too in your face with the Daily Camera people, they might call the police.
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Here is a picture of me shortly after some toxic chemical was thrown in my face. I have struggled with my health for months since this attack. I reported it to the police, but they did not believe my story, and could not comprehend why someone would want to kill a blogging mother. I have released myself from the need to get justice around this attack, but it did change my life and my outlook on Freedom.
When one is attacked for political reasons, it can be truly devastating. You may feel guilt for putting your children in an unsafe situation, and you might feel damaged emotionally, because the bottom line is that it just feels terrible to be hurt for your beliefs.
That being said, after the attack, a freedom of expression and life comes into ones heart. At least for me, life after attack has felt liberating. I have absolutely no fear of death. I walked to deaths door, knocked on it, I think Jesus even opened the door, told me it was not my time, and I walked back into life completely changed. I also had a near death experience after the birth of my fourth child, and while similar elements were involved in terms of a change in perspective, life after the attack was the most liberating for me as a blogger.
It recharged my liberty loving batteries. It filled me with a purpose and a focus that has never waned. I feel absolutely fearless. I should qualify that by saying that in my concious moments I feel fearless, in my subconcious some fear has shown up in my dreams, as my mind has tried to reconcile things.
Life after attack has motivated me to make some changes in our day to day life. I bought the puppy I had been promising my children. I enjoy sunsets, sunrises, and flowers much more, and if I feel like dancing or singing, I do it.
I cut people out of my life who were making me ill just being in contact with them, and I invited others into my life who brought joy to my heart.
I joined a choir and I am enjoying performance again.
I have absolute faith and confidence that if my life is in the balance again, because of another attack, that Heavenly Father will preserve my life and protect me from evil. And I trust that if it is my time to die, that I will be welcomed home safely into the arms of my Savior.
It sounds like the blogger Michelle wrote about has decided that she cannot live with those fears of being attacked. I wish I had the ability to communicate to her that when you are attacked for your heart felt views, it can be the life changing, empowerment moment that gives you the courage to live one more day, year, lifetime, to its fullest.
I know my words sometimes convey this grandiose, majestic, over the top view of life, politics, freedom, and slavery. But it is difficult for me to harness my words, pull them back into a restrained elitist moderated voice. I have decided that the granduer of this cause of freedom is no delusion. I spend quality time talking to the Master of the Universe every day. I know he is listening. Some days, during quiet moments of prayer, in conversation with my Father in Heaven, the very specific guidance I have felt from his Holy Spirit showing me in word pictures what to write, what to say, what to do, has let me know in a very real and specific way that He is interested in what I am doing with this blog.
When one feels that the work they are doing every day is blessed by Heaven, that God himself takes an interest in what is said, what is written, and what is done, then yeah, one can understand why satanic forces, people, and ideas would have a major problem with one freedom loving momma in Colorado.
And, yes, Michelle Malkin is profoundly right that we bloggers cannot allow threats, real or imagined to compel us to stop. Peace through strength is my mantra. Some very evil forces in our world need to be confronted again and again and again, boldly, in full view of the public, and fearlessly by those who love freedom.
If we don’t do it, who will?
Jenny Hatch

Meridian Magazine: Coping with Depression and Other Ailments

Coping with Depression and Other Ailments

It’s like walking through molasses

“It was difficult to understand everything. What was depression, anyway? Whether or not to take medication was a hard decision. The doctor assured us that the medications were safe, non-addictive, and were not “uppers” or tranquilizers.
Insertion comment by Jenny Hatch – This is a bald faced lie, anti-depressants and completely addictive and getting off of them is one of the most difficult things most people will take on in their lives-
I was worried that taking medication was just putting a bandage on the problem and not getting to the root of it. Nevertheless, not being able to function, I finally agreed to try medication.

Yet still not understanding, I insisted on the lowest dosage possible. The doctor held back a smile and said, “Elaine, they are not handing out medals. You take whatever dosage is right for your body.”

Well, I thought, I want a medal! He was not LDS so I couldn’t explain to him that I had grown up listening to stories of pioneers crossing the plains. I believed that I was supposed to “pull myself up by my bootstraps,” just like the courageous pioneers had done through their trials. Relying on medication seemed to be the easy way out.”

This is a huge problem in the LDS Community. So many members are strung out on anti-depressants. I can understand Ann Blake Tracys frustration with the deceptions that have occursed by the medical people as they have been taken for a very long ride by the makers of these drugs. Some of them are speaking out and fighting back.
I get very frustrated watching my various friends who I know are taking these drugs. The most diabolical side to them however is the many children who are being given them. A dear friend just had her son diagnosed with diabetes this past week. The poor child has been taking psychiatric meds for quite a long time. If she had known that his pancreas was going to be ravaged by them, would she have given them to him every day??? This mother is one of the best, most devoted homeschooling moms I know. She has sacrificed everything for her little boy. Yet parents are not being told the facts of what the drugs will do short term and long term to their childrens bodies and minds.
I have shared my story of how I got off prozac in 1990 and what I did to prevent depression in my book A Mothers Journey, my story of healing after Post Partum Psychosis.
Until the LDS people get out from under the thumb of the doctors and the pharmaceutical companies that give them their marching orders, we will never achieve the sort of health and spirituality we all desire. The blackest time in my life was the year I spent doped up on psychiatric meds. I felt very little of anything, and when my moods were blunted with the drugs, it felt like all connectivity with heaven was also severed.
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Jenny Hatch in depression.
Jenny Hatch

SSRi Stories: Recently Updated

I get email updates from the Coalition for Drug Awarness and they sent a link to their comprehensive anti-depressant web site because it was recently updated.
Here is the link:
SSRI Stories
It is a collection of 1500 stories, with more being added all the time.
I’m waiting for the Media to start informing the public that Brittany Spears has experienced a full blown Post Partum Psychosis and is now on her chemical cocktail that is going to make “everything all better”. “Brittany will be able to stay mentally stable as long as she stays on her Lithium like a good little girl and promises never to have any more children.”
As if anything she has just experienced is caused by that little child entering her life!!!
Quiet Living and gentle birth are the answers for mentally ill mothers….not more drugs, more surgery, more hospitalizations, and turning away from healthy family life.
Celebrities need to understand that they must play by the rules when post partum just like everyone else. Attention to sleep, napping, good nutrition, massage, and quiet living PREVENT post partum depression and psychosis. Specific nutrients like calcium and magnesium plus all the B-complex nourish the brain when life overwhelms, and help the mother to sleep.
Jenny Hatch

Antidepressants are linked to a sleep disorder that causes dreamers to act out

Antidepressants are linked to a sleep disorder that causes dreamers to act out
Ann Blake Tracy has been screaming about this since 1992
Text from the article:

“Auger called it a relatively rare phenomenon. About 0.5 percent of people have it. More than 90 percent of cases occur in men older than 50. But, possibly because of the rise in antidepressant use, younger men, women and children have begun to complain of the disorder.

“We had a 10-year-old boy who had terrible REM behavior disorder,” said Mark Mahowald, a leading researcher on the disorder at the Minnesota Regional Sleep Disorder Center in Minneapolis. “He was being given Effexor for some nondescript learning disorder and was falling out of bed constantly. When you see a 10-year-old boy with REM behavior disorder, you can bet that the first 10 causes are antidepressants, antidepressants, antidepressants.”

REM sleep, or rapid-eye movement sleep, is the time in the sleep cycle when people have their most robust dreams. During REM — unlike other periods in the sleep cycle — the brain normally paralyzes the skeletal muscles so the body doesn’t run around while sleeping. But this doesn’t happen in REM behavior disorder.

Scientists suspect antidepressants are acting on neurochemicals in the brain stem that typically cause what’s known as REM sleep paralysis, or atonia. People who later go on to develop Parkinson’s may be getting REM behavior disorder early because certain cells in the brain have begun to deteriorate.

REM behavior disorder usually comes to the attention of physicians only after someone has tossed himself out of bed during a violent dream or, more common, after inadvertently assaulting a spouse.

“One of my patients was hitting his wife in the night, and he didn’t know it,” Romaker said. “They came to me in their 80s. This had been going on for years. His poor wife had never told him until she had a black eye. She didn’t want to hurt his feelings.”

The range of behaviors is as vast as dreams themselves.

“It can be as simple as someone who sits up at night and turns pages because they’re dreaming they’re reading a book,” Romaker said. “I had one gentleman who thought he was fishing. He was gutting a fish, and he was trying to gut his wife. It was fortunate he didn’t actually have anything sharp.””

Its nice that the Mayo Clinic is on the case. Now that the Medical People are starting to take note (17 years too late), perhaps we’ll have these drugs pulled in another 20 years by Congress.
Ann Tracy claims that many of the people who commit crimes while taking Anti-Depressants are in fact in the REM sleep disorder state.
When the Brain Disrupts the Night
The original title I chose for my book Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? was Our Serotonin Sleepwalk Nightmare. At the time of the first edition (1994) everyone argued that no one would know enough about serotonin to understand that the book was about antidepressants so we went ahead with the name of the most popular of the SSRIs – Prozac.
Now for those of you who have read my book or heard me lecture you are aware of the reason for the title I chose – my focus on the most serious of the side effects of SSRIs – the REM Sleep Behavior Disorder (RBD). The largest chapter of my book is devoted to this disorder which I consider the most dangerous of all the reactions to an SSRI. I firmly believe that RBD is the reason for much of the violence we see with the serotonergic antidepressants and the serotonergic antipsychotics as well as Fen-Phen and Redux which are also serotonergic.
To help those who have not read my book and are not familiar with RBD let me quote one statement from an article (below) that ran in the New York Times last month: “REM behavior disorder [RBD] is the only parasomnia routinely associated with violence. But sleepwalkers have also been known to stab their relatives, molest children or confidently stride out of third-story windows, in states varying from confused wakefulness to partial arousal to the deepest stages of non-REM or slow-wave sleep.”
Even though no one else has focused on this disorder as I have for so long and worked so hard to get the public to see that these drugs are causing the REM Sleep Behavior Disorder, the following information shocked even me! In fact I am still trying to catch my breath because the original medical article is even more shocking than this NY Times article.
Let me first give you a little background before you read the article. In 1991 I made a call to Dr. Carlos Schenk, the author of this study. I told him that I was concerned at how much evidence there was that Prozac (the only SSRI on the American market at the time) was causing the REM Sleep Behavior Disorder. I told him what patients on these drugs were reporting that would show they were experiencing this as a side effect.
He listened intently and then told me that there was not any research to back up my conclusion.
I told him that was okay, but that I had ABSOLUTELY NO DOUBT that Prozac was triggering this most dangerous sleepwalk state and that someone had better do the research because this was something that had the potential of affecting many people worldwide.
Dr. Schenk never called me back to let me know that he immediately began doing that research. He went back through the records at the Minnesota Regional Sleep Disorders Center in Minneapolis where he and his research partner Dr. Mark Mahowold are known as the leading researchers in America on this disorder. Amazingly he found in going through the records for the past 41 months that an astounding 48.8% of all those who had come through the clinic and been diagnosed as suffering from RBD were on Prozac!
If that information was not shocking enough as the information reached the doctors, who then began to watch for this connection, rather than having to go back through old records to see if there might be someone on Prozac who had this disorder, found that 80% of those with the signs of RBD were on Prozac!!! And on top of that the symptoms of this disorder continued in one patient for 19 months AFTER coming off only short term use of Prozac!! Severe sleep disturbance continued for months after coming off the drug. Which is why I mention the importance of using so many natural alternatives to rebuild after being on these drugs.
Of the significance of this information the author of the NY Times article states, “No one yet knows how common such side effect are, or their implications — if any.”
I would gladly tell them how common this side effect is and how far reaching the implications are!!!! That is what I have been trying to tell them for over a decade! Phil and Brynn Hartman would LOVE to explain to them the implications of SSRI induced RBD if they only could, as would thousands of others who have lost their lives to this side effect.
As I say in nearly every lecture I give, “What could be more terrible than to chemically induce first of all someone’s most horrifying nightmare and then sleepwalk? In this way the individual acts out the one thing that is the most terrifying thing to them.” This is clearly why we have cases of such loving and caring mothers, like Andrea Yates, killing their children – that was her worst nightmare. And no one loved Phil Hartman more than his wife Brynn who even went to a friend’s home after shooting him to the friend to come home with her to tell her if she had shot Phil or if she was having a nightmare because she could not tell which was real.
In my opinion the fact that SSRIs are producing the majority of RBD is possibly the most significant piece of research we have ever seen on SSRI antidepressants.
Dr. Ann Blake Tracy, Executive Director, International Coalition For Drug Awareness http://www.drugawareness.org & author of Prozac: Panacea or Pandora? – Our Serotonin Nightmare (800-280-0730)
REM behavior disorder is the only parasomnia routinely associated with violence. But sleepwalkers have also been known to stab their relatives, molest children or confidently stride out of third-story windows, in states varying from confused wakefulness to partial arousal to the deepest stages of non-REM or slow-wave sleep.
Other sleep disorder patients, who suffer from a condition called nocturnal dissociative disorder, awaken and leave their beds to re-enact scenes of physical or sexual abuse, sometimes cutting themselves with razors or banging their heads against the wall. Afterward, they remember nothing about their nighttime behavior.
Reports of violence during slumber date back to the ancient Greeks.
In Homer’s “Odyssey,” Elpenor, the youngest of Odysseus’ crew, wakes suddenly from a drunken nap and runs off the roof of a house, breaking his neck.
Simon Fraser, a 19th-century Scot who killed his 18-month-old son by dashing him against the wall, said he did so while dreaming that a wild beast had jumped on the bed and was attacking the boy. “I am guilty in my sleep, but not guilty in my senses,” he insisted.
More recently, the defendants in several murder cases have used sleep as a defense, in one instance successfully: a Canadian, Kenneth Parks, was acquitted after experts testified that he was in a somnambulistic state when, in May 1987, he drove 14 miles to the house of his in-laws, where he stabbed his mother-in-law to death and nearly killed his father-in-law.
Such cases, Dr. Mahowald said, make it clear that sleep and waking are hardly distinct states.
In many normal people, he said, detailed neurophysiological studies of the brain show that the signs of sleep persist for an hour after awakening, though an EEG indicates that the person is already fully awake.
“Most people’s concept is that the entire brain is in one state of being, and that’s just not true,” Dr. Mahowald said. “You can have parts of the brain that are awake while others are asleep.”

Jenny Hatch

Cold remedies put children at risk, group says

Cold remedies put children at risk, group says
Which group?
Oh Yeah, a leading group of Pediatricians tired of watching the little tykes keel over or drop into psychosis from cold medicine.
I wonder what the media and FDA response would be if Vitamin C was causing children to have heart and liver failure? Or if echinacea and goldenseal was dropping the little ones like flies.
Here is my flu natural remedies blog post: GO Here.
We made it through cold and flu season with no major illness. Just a bit of dizzyness and a few days home from school when various children were exhausted from the incredible pace they all keep.
I believe all cold rememdies marketed to children should be banned as the toxic swirling mass of deadly chemicals that they are.
Jenny Hatch
Some of the text of the article, with highlights:
The petitioners asked the FDA to tell the public that over-the-counter cough and cold remedies are ineffective and potentially dangerous for young children.
The petitioners also urged the agency to tell drugmakers that continued marketing these products for infants and young children is not supported by scientific evidence and could lead to enforcement action.
Among those joining Sharfstein in the petition were Dr. Janet Serwint, professor of pediatrics at the Johns Hopkins University; Dr. Steven J. Czinn, chairman of pediatrics at the University of Maryland School of Medicine; and Dr. Michael Shannon, professor of pediatrics at Harvard Medical School.
“These are very senior pediatricians,” Sharfstein said. “That kind of expertise is not something the FDA gets petitions from every day.”
Last fall, Sharfstein wrote the FDA to express his concern about the FDA’s regulation of over-the-counter cold remedies to children. He got a letter of thanks, but “nothing since then,” he said.
He then launched a review of FDA regulation of the products, and found that the agency has never conducted a thorough review of the scientific evidence of the drugs’ safety and effectiveness in children.
It “doesn’t make sense,” Sharfstein said. “And we were able to get some really impressive people to agree.”
Coughs and colds are frequent in young children, and parents often turn to remedies that combine cough suppressants, expectorants, decongestants and antihistamines. In 1990, sales of these products totaled nearly $2 billion.
Repeated studies have found the preparations are generally harmless but no more effective in children than placebos.
The FDA has not restricted marketing to young children on the grounds that the drugs are “generally recognized as safe and effective.” But a growing body of evidence in recent years has suggested that they are not.
Last year the American College of Chest Physicians released clinical practice guidelines advising caregivers not to recommend cough suppressants and other over-the-counter medications for young children because of their ineffectiveness and the increased risk of complications and death.
Last month, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention reported that 1,519 children younger than 2 were treated in emergency rooms in 2004 and 2005 for overdoses and other complications related to cough and cold medications. Three infants less than 6 months old died.
“Because of the risks for toxicity, absence of dosing recommendations, and limited published evidence of effectiveness of these medications in children aged [less than] 2 years, parents and other caregivers should not administer cough and cold medications to children in this age group without first consulting a health care provider,” the report concluded.
In some children, unintentional overdoses have caused heart rhythm changes, cardiopulmonary arrest, hallucinations, psychoses, hypertension and seizures, according to research cited in the petition.
The medications’ lack of efficacy means “there is no justification to tolerate a real risk of severe side effects,” the petitioners argue.
Dr. Steven J. Czinn, chair of pediatrics at the University of Maryland School of Medicine, was one of the petition’s signers. He said parents concerned about their kids’ cough and cold symptoms should have them examined by a physician to be sure the illness is viral, without serious complications.
“As long as the child is generally healthy, the best thing to do is let the virus run its course, and generally they’ll get better as quick or quicker than when they take these medicines,” Czinn said.
If a child has significant respiratory distress, or wheezing, he said, “there are medications that are effective. But routine coughs, colds, sniffles and runny nose — they’re very uncomfortable for the child, and for parents — but generally speaking these [over-the-counter] medications are not going to deal with that discomfort.”